CruithneI hurtle through scattershot starssecret unseen in a liquid nightsilent and eternal coldacross seven centuries my heart resounds in yourssilver-tipped fingers like ten blind eyessplay and seekthat core of warmnever foundpast Mercury, past Marsmy orbit echoes yoursWe never meetbut I return again and again
Seventy-FiveWhen spring is impossible to recallexcept in the eyes of fresh-hearted youngI will seek a new tale in the grey autumn woods.
Bitlet 09 - PoliticsWhen I speak of Carolina, cicadas sing in my memoryand I want to shout so you, little sister, might understandthe way a creature smaller than my hand can standwith its brethren and shake my arrogance, how eachof their voices alone are just the sliver of a whisper -but singing together they become thunder.
three reasons i am a bastard1. to bury in your bed to chin, noose from hands, ideas, or sheets, then drown and drown2. to anchor an emerging fetish, for synergies unknown, fevering for the subalternto the grotto in the vacuum, to the drug beneath the nightdress, to find this sundew herringbone-aligned just below their poltergeist, their snowy wraith, their voice of skin,leaving from yours, tearing into . . .3. to know that we cannot know a thing with our mother-given mind, and still besatisfied,alive
(it is not a dream if it is everyday)i no longer have the gall to write letters to my universe. it’s stony quiet, all around.it’s possum eyes in headlights,abandoned chandeliersfrozen in Victrola dust.some tireless pamphleteerhas wrecked this roomwith motorized felicity!there must be at least one bill for every breath,paper mountains of indifference.and now, i seeyou are the same.you’re no magic planet. i will get up,some time tomorrow,mid morning, when the bugs have died,and drive to workand i won’t thinkthere’s anythingthat ever camebefore that sun.and there,i’ll trade in shibbolethsand type in pointy let
Garage saleI wonder if it will get easier,a thingless life.Body of one,room for none.For sale, cheap:A PlayStation 2, used.An ambition, abused.Four walls, beaten.One lamb shank. ...no, that's eaten.Ninety-seven DVDs, watched.Three novels, botched.One brain, worn.One heart, torn.& other things, call for details.Everything must go.Like that girl in her waist coatwho called herself my wife.Like that man in his leather jacketwho told me how to live my life.
Pox in SocksA pox on rigid writing!Use your adjectives adverbs gerunds similes:"I languidly waltz in water like a turkey waltzing in sand"Teach me how to be Type BIt is but a flight of fancy,to write without worryTurkey talk makes me nervous, though,as does the thought of dancingTeach me how to stay in stepTurkey trot or hippopotamus tango? One-two-three; I step on toes I can't fling my arms or shake my legs without apologies, without looking back to see who is watching,who else might be waltzingTeach me how to hokey-pokey,help me turn myself aroundOnly if you teach me how to leadFive-six-eight; I'm always skipping
The ruleShe wouldn't let him make love to her on the bed. Beds are for sleeping she told him adamantly, when he tried to lead her there. Caught in the grip of a feverish, school-boy lust, Mekhi didn't care. It was enough that she wanted to have sex with him at all. He'd do it on a mound of shit if that's what she wanted. Inside a meat locker. Any damn where.When it was over and they lay on the rug in post coitus languor, he found himself curious about her no bed rule. "So you've never done it on a bed?" he asked, voice hushed at 2AM.She was a long time in answering. Her voice was soft, on the edge of sleep as she confided, "Not since I was ten ye
Vietnam, PapaI think you must havemissed me, right as I was coming in.The rest of your life spentserving a sentence to a country you alreadydefended, cells multiplying as college kidsprotested your thousand-yard eyes.Politicians used great men toplay country chess over the Mekong, shovingSaigon lovers and colors through thebarrels of your guns. You were one of the great,lost in gold October, passing by moments beforeI barreled through. It's not fair the onlyname I could put to you is Swamp Rat,not Grandpa. Secret agent orange destroyedmore than just your cells.I'm still going to rememberhazy, azure moments I was too lateto see, but if I
The Cat MistookNo zebrabut the old mare;she bumps the stall door,seeking sun with blind eyes.Not wolves,only the neighbor's dogsdrunk with escape;the ferment of wet woods on a grey day.The cat mistook itself for a tiger,not knowing that the caught volewas one of a vast race--that it had happened before.
Stick-MenStick-men with blazing matchheads march across the table, single file, towards a glass of water. Latin incantations are said by a sole stick man by the water. It's a mass suicide. One by one they scramble up the slippery glass and jump in, their flames extinguished. This is the way of the world. Someone has placed lilacs on the table. I don't know why. This is the way of the world. I am their god, yet I only observe. It is not for me to determine their end, only to watch, and keep from getting splinters in my fingers. The lilacs smell good over the smoke. It smells like rain outside.
SaltBefore you were readyyou took to the seaand I smiled at you with the fine white teeth of a sharkBefore I was readyyour hands harbored mein deep water and starswhere my wrinkled soulswaying and slowopened its foam-grey eyes